July 26, 2024
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Evie
July 26, 2024

In My Feelings

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It’s my birthday, but I’m in no celebratory mood

It’s been a while since I have been.

So many conflicting thoughts

I don’t know how to feel


I feel:

Lost

Tired

Alone

Confused

Frustrated

Overwhelmed


Lost,

Is this real life?

What’s my purpose?

Do I have one?

What is the end goal?

Where do I go from here?


Tired,

So it is true,

Time is just but an illusion

And I’m stuck in this never-ending loop

Let me out


Alone,

Someone please,

Help!

I need to know how to pick back up,

How to walk again

That this isn’t the end


Confused,

What do I do?

Where do I go?

Who am I?


Frustrated,

At myself, why me?

Why do I do the things I do?

Why do I just not care!


Overwhelmed,

Like the great Freddie Mercury once said,

I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all

Then I wouldn’t have to think about everything that life truly is

And not have the guilt of wanting to end it all

Just,

To not feel


I have a birthday wish this year,

Someone please hold my hand

Or at least see me.

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